I am feeling sort of ashamed of myself. I don't know why. I did a lot of drastic stuff this sem but it seems that i am getting worser than before. For the sake of being better, i tried to change. But why it is not getting any better? I am sick of all of this now and i need my life back now. Hindering myself from meeting people and thinking that i am alone all by myself is not a wise option. Now i felt guilty. Well, i always hope that life have a restart button so i can always start back if i done anything wrong, sadly there isn't. Enough said, after this i must work harder to achieve my goals and to please my god and parents. Goodnight.